So I havent written in xanga in sooooo long its crazy. I'm more into the whole My space now

Lifes been awesome I'm still with my wonderful girls Leah D, sammy hoe, cate, and T ...freakin love them so much! But yea i cant really think of anything to write except xanga is so overrated cause homo ass girls write cool stuff about our AMAZING lunch table thats so loud and well i would say were kind of like a pack of hyenas? lol thats what the bitch wrote in her xanga, but WHATEVER cause were the shit and shes just jealous ANyways senior year is coming to an end and i will admitt senioritis is getting to me a little bit. right now i'm still grounded until prom and then it will really be hitting me cause i'll be hanging out with my bests and realizing how much i'm going to miss them all when i leave for college.

But anyways here are some

Important days to come

Prom-18 days
Me and derek's 1yr9mo-19 days
Days left of school-33 days
Graduation-45 days
College-78 days

Okay soo This weekend was just full of bad things mixed in with lots of fun and then more bad things..

Last night I went to chris buch's go away party with randy and it was lots of fun i played poker with cathleen, john k, d delp, and evan whatever buttttt jon was there and jenny and ernrnrn and HIll to the ree and al and also vic came by which was so exciting to see her  i didnt get to finish playing so christopher took over for me and i went home to hang out with my girlss

My darlings leah, teresa, cate, and sam were here and we just hung out and then bender and clayton came over and it was such an amazing night i love those guys and girls soo much they all make me smile and are always keeping me happy!!

Amazing memories of the night

Taking hilarious pictures
showing our asses lol
cleaning up lots of messes
the psyco puppies
running around
teresa and her first time lol
the morning after
getting attacked by the puppies
thinking everything is teresas but it was leahs lol
eating lipton soup hahah
making leah throw up with gross stories
leah making us throw up with gross stories
sam dazing off into space
and so many more to name its ridiculous!!

I love my bests leah sam cate and teresa

A quote that i've always heard but never really understood but now i know and it really means alot to me

"you win some and you lose some but most of the time you cant win them all"

SO in the past couple days i've had Wonderful dinners with teresa and weaver, sleep overs with teresa, hot and steamy times with teresa(in the hot tub)lol, i've made new with some old friends, thought alot about relationships, cried a little, laughed a shit load, made beautiful memories, purchased my very first real coach bag and change purse that was 230.00  but its very gorgeous, shopped till i dropped, spent a wonderful evening with my grandmother, went to dinner with my dad and brother, drove 2 and a half hours today and then got my life degraded and torn apart by the same person who does it every single day.

I've also learned today that im sick of peoples shit and i am a freaking girl for christ sake who needs to be respected like every other girl should be, I am a girlfriend of a boy who needs to treat her right and not bring her down to build him up. And you know what else i realized ok I may not be the most popular girl in school and i may not be blonde and beautiful but i am pretty and even if its just the inside of me the beauty is still there, I can get the boy of my dreams because no one ever said believing doesnt work.

Teresa sensenig what the hell would i do without you?!?! lets never find out

Valentines day is amazing ......

I absolutly LOVE my necklace from derek its gorgeous!!

I heart my bests

Leah, Sammy hoe, Cate, Teresa, lea, and Sarah

Have a wonderful wonderful night everyonee

So as you can see snowball was soo much fun and it would of been extremely gay without sam and leah.

This post is for my lovely ladies to show how much i absolutly LOVE them

Whether its bowling nights, campouts at the land in the buckingham palace, birthday parties and get togethers, summer days at claytons, swimming and just chillin or laguna beach nights at sarahs, dinners, scary movies at T's, dances, baking cookies, mini golf, parties, laughing at absolutly nothing, swimming in random lakes with the boys (sarah). We've laughed together we've cried together almost DIED together compliments to zookie and the escort.. but anyways were still together through it all and thats what i am so thankful for. To have friends like you girls it just the most amazing thing I  you girls sooo much we've made over a million memories that i'll never forget. And they just keep coming and coming and coming. I hope they never end, this summer its going to be the best summer of my life spending it with my best friends i couldnt ask for a better goodbye. 

 ...Leah SammyHoe Sarah Teresa Cate...